Thanks Carol, bless you.
My father stayed the other night and i went to a dark, dark, dark, dark place. It drove me mad. Also, everytime he went to the loo he kept leaving the seat up with p*ss everywhere. So I was having to clear up after him everytime. I got sooooooooooooooo upset....he's my rapist for gods sake. AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm feeling a bit better now he's gone home......phew.... I guess I can't handle things like I thought I could. I would go mad if I didn't have my lovely Midge, I really would.