regarding my boyfriend, I just have some "I wish he would be more like..." thoughts sometimes. I know he cares about me, and he has told me "I love you" twice (in 2 1/2 years). Hes not as affectionate as I am, and definately not much of a conversationalist. So sometimes I get down on the fact that my ex-husband was more affectionate and socialized more. But then I quickly remember that my ex was very stubborn and an addictive pot-smoking gambler, not to mention a drama king too. And you have to guess what was wrong! Not something I want to get into. And being a gambleraholic, he was a mean one at that.
Anyway, I am very thankful to have my BF Kevin. I don't like to dwell in self-pity. And I didn't want to give a bad impression of him. Thanks for letting me air my thoughts out.