Hey Kim,
Good to see you still out there and posting amongst the
old boardies. I haven't posted on here for a very long
time, just hope I remember how to do
it......crtl+alt+delete to post right ??!! 
I'm so sorry to hear of your recent news though, I can
imagine what a shock and a blow that must be. You will
pull through this though, after a while you will become
accustomed to it a part of your daily life, and always
remember you're not alone out there.
Anyway, good luck old pal and this board is always here
if you need it. And love and hugs speeding your way...
Jim