Hey Rez,
How are you? You wrote a response to me (copied below) that was so sweet, so touching, and I was happy to be supportive to you, that you'd come to the board and reached out to us. I'm just a lazy fool for getting overwhelmed by life its self. Not an excuse, cause thats really so lame, but it is the truth. I get tired...alot....and not as active in posting & emailing as I once did. That is why I am reaching back out to you today, because I let my response to you go for 3 months.
So, thank you so much for all the kind words. I sincerely hope you have been able to get your thoughts and ill feelings out of your head and off your chest. Thats one start to moving on. I understand that part cause most of the time I don't want to talk to people, but my friends would never know that! Talking out your situation does help, like a release of words you're holding inside you.
I also hope you haven't had to continue drinking your way to sleep. Please see a doctor for that. I'm not here to tell you what to do, but I feel for you, care, and concerned for your safety and well being. Yeah life does suck sometimes, but there are people in this world that make it better and livable.
I'm just hoping that your summer has been a good one for you, and that things are looking up for you. Take care - know you're are loved here.
Hugs,
Carol