Wow. That's really beautiful...it makes me a little sad to read it, but hopeful, too. I know the fog won't last forever and I hope you know it, too. Your style of writing is very expressive and captures your mood perfectly...do you write often? It looks like you have a talent for it and it could be a helpful way to process a lot of stuff. A small way to honor and respect yourself.
Thanks for sharing your bit of prose. Please take good care of yourself and remember that you're not alone.
hugs,
-bird