Hi Bird, Thank you for the note back. I was hoping very, very much that someone would have a few thoughts and share. Gosh, you are so wise. Everything you said helped me, and made complete sense...especially reflecting on present circumstances. I have been more sad (and more stressed) over the last few months, and I know when this happens I tend to lose perspective on things around me. What you said about feeling out of control and powerless is definitely me some days...actually, quite a lot recently. I'll try and work harder on not letting things stress and drag me down so much; I think the chronic fatigue adds to it. But I've started a vitamin regimen, and I'm planning to check on vitamin-B injections to hopefully help ease the fatigue to (we'll see). Note: I use to be a jogger...at present, I can't even walk on the treadmill for more than 5 minutes and I feel exhausted. But I have faith & hope that I'm recovering...it's just a slow process.
And I'll really put effort into not trying to understand every aspect of the dreams so much (great point). I think being so uncomfortable with the dreams causes me to want to do this, so I'll really work harder to stop doing this (another super point you made - thank you!!).
Thank you again...I can't begin to express how much I appreciate you taking the time to share. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are very appreciated!!
Hugs to you (and a blessed day wish),
Thea