So, after years of searching, I finally found my Sara. You all understand what I mean by this, my friends are clueless. I met him one night at work at TWA, a chance meeting. I gave him my phone number and yet failed to get his, what was I thinking. He did call me after two weeks passed, and in my world two weeks is like two years, and I could not recall who he was, it was a very bad conversation as I thought he was just another pilot chasing me. So, five minutes after I hung up on him, I remembered who he was. I only had his name and where he could be found. So, I moved that week to London. Forgot all about him, until one day it hit me. Well, let me tell you a little something else about him, not only is he the most amazing beautiful man in the world, but sweet and kind as well, and also a priest. Yeah this is how things go with my love life. So to find one of these guys is near impossible, and to look is just not right either. But I saw him again a few months ago at a cathedral thing that my friend made me go to. he was staring at me, my friend was like, I can't take anywhere, look your picking up priests now. There he was, so the search has been on for a while now. I found him, but I can't place the phone call. I don't know what my problem is, but he probably long forgot who I am, although he was really checking me out. The same thing when Cusack gave me his number, I agonized over calling it forever and a day. I don't like to make the first move, it just is not natural. I don't want to go up to the cathedral again with excorsist head looking around for him. Besides, my friends are now trying to figure out what happened. I am going to church, the one that goes with me always stands back when I walk through the doors, she doesn't want to be hit by lightning because of association and often ponders just when the water is going to boil. So should I place that phone call or not? What do you say after ten years? I have an evil plan, I am thinking the plan is to tell him I have an extra ticket to an event next week and invite him to go along. It is a thought.