Thought I would share a photo with you, this is what I looked like when I met Cusack...and I will post one of me now...I lost the bleach blonde hair. He seems to really like blondes. Then again I was a size six as well. I have a ways to go before I am back in that again. I was a surrogate mom for one of my best friends, so I have a little flub left over still. I am down to a nine ten now.