My father caled this morning and said my mother was going to the hospital, all last night was hard, she kept saying she needed to go to the bathroom but she didn't pee or poo much. I talked to my son and asked him what went on he said she was feeling like when I felt in PA the sickness but she wasn't throeing up. I have noticed her speach has slowed down a lot and while I was ther she lost the ability to stand we had to hold all her weight went we would pick her up. she was not able to help us at all she fell she could help us to pick herself up it was just dead weight. In the time I have been gone my son said she had lost the ability to move her legs she was able to pick them up some but now she can not. dad called thwe abulance and he told them he can not care for her any longer I am glad he has relized this but now we are scrabbling to find a nursing that take what is called a medicaid grant so she will not have to move but usually they just find the first bed. I am now looking form here but I have a feeling I will be going to PA AGIAN to help find a nursing home. My father said he thinks she will die if she goes into one but I feel it is the safest place for her It was a matter of time before we would hurt her. See sometimes she would get away from us we had a hold of her but we couldn't get her in the wheel chair or toilet and we had to let her down it was a controled fall and sometime she had her legs under her she was not able to straighten them or even put her hands out to catch herself if she was to be on the floor she could not get up. A freind say about MS anyone know what the systoms is of MS I can look it up but first hand knowledge is better I feel. mom has had small stroke and I wonder if this speach problem is due to mini strokes, She doesn't eat much and has lost weight since March but not a whle lot. I think dad will have some relief I know he will feel guilty not being able to care for her anymore but I told him he has to do the right thing for mom and this is the right thing we all knew this my friend my son's friend my husband but dad tried I know he loves her but I think he will do better now.
Thought I should tell you incase I am not on here in about 5 or 6 days I will be in Pa once more, or if she takes a noise dive and dies I will be sooner. Cross you fingers I get get all this stuff done out here.
Rhayden