I suffered from depression for most of my life but the funny (meaning odd) thing was I never knew I was depressed so you may ask how did I know I was for most of my life. I have always felt worthless, one step behind everyone one else, not good enough for anything, bad, life had no meaing, at one time death was a gun shot away,if my life was to end who would miss it. I never did anything in my life that was worth anything, I didn't have any training in anything I didn't go to college I had no ring of friends and I never had many to tell the truth. So what changed all this? how was it I saw things differently?
I met my husband I found out what it was to be happy GRANTED it is not all happy as you all have seen but for the most part it has been. Life is chuck full of highs and lows and some have more lows then most but you have to find the highs (not drug induced I don't mean them good heavens not them) but I am a good person and kind to animals and I would give my life to help a animal or even a person A STRANGER. This doesn't make me a better person then anyone else probably less maybe even a stupid person but I can't help to think we all need to do the right thing in life and help each other out if we can. Listen if someone needs an ear to bend or a helping hand or a kind word a HONEST WORD NO LIE. I don't know maybe it is me. maybe I am babbling again
Rhayden