Dear Dad,
I'm so glad I opened that window to all that hurt I was feeling about you. It feels so much better now don't you think? The light is dancing. And the rainbows have found you. I remember why I wanted to write you so much now. I wanted to be a little princess, ya know… like that story “The Little Princess” I wanted to be loved, to be special. To be the bright spark in your eyes and to make you proud.
I wanted to hide that, hide wanting it. Because it would hurt other people to know it. I been crying like a baby again, and it has been good to cry. I really feel like I have moved. Shifted, ya know…
Just popping in a note to say thank you for being a ghost. I understand what it has meant for me now. I get the gift of it. Thank you.
Love Always