I think all i needed to do was to get my mind out of the mental prison I made for myself. So that I could look back over my life and go aaahhh! I have been doing that all along!! And then owning it, embracing it as my strength.
I didn't understand it until I got out of the prison of my mind (fears) and looked back.
It was my way of nurturing myself and others into a healing space, I didn't name it or own, I was just doing what came to me without thought (ego).
Allow yourself to just sit with your ideas, pick them up and work them and put them back down. When you are ready, your pieces will come together and create a big picture moment for you. All I can say is to keep loving yourself and keep opening your mind and thoughts to more love.
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I am talking this out loud in my world, to my work mates and people in my life. It feels so scary and so good. And they look at me as if I have been the last to know the big secret
It feels so good that all the feedback I am getting is, “yeah that is so you”
I feel so supported. I don't even know what i was doing believing in that fear? who was I to feel so small? I think I will enjoy re reading this thread as time goes on. To see how i moved through and into this nowness.
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For me I didn't realise what was giving me joy and bliss, as if I the ocean didn't realise it was the tide. It was like I needed to just wake up and own who I am. All that I am. The ocean owning that it is the tide.
Once this clicked in for me it was like all the pieces in my mind about this and that all fell into one big picture. I saw connections that just before had not been there. I saw how what I do naturally as a strength was who I am and my contribution to sharing my perspective and making this world a better place for all.
I think I am feeling a bit shell shocked by this sudden clarity. The ripples of it are showing everywhere in my life.