Dear Fear of Posting
I want to post so much. But you are like some kind of anxiety that makes my body go into an over load of chemicals. What is the big deal any way? It's not like anyone knows who I am or where I live??
I hate the feelings I feel now even typing this out. I'm not supposed to hate am I? Thats not spiritual is it?? If I hit post and actually send this what is it that I'm afraid of?
Is there no one in this world that feels like I do?
Is it shameful to admit that I am physically shuddering and shaking and about to pee myself?? Would anyone really care??
What's the worst thing that could happen now? Could it be that I find out that the Post Message button sends an army of busy bodies to my current location and they all point at me and laugh.
Well laugh it up. Go on then. I am just testing this out. I am going to hit Post Message and see what happens.
signed
Scared of Posting