I have posted a few times and nothing is new here except for more pain-only 25% of my pancreas left (why then, so much pain?)-no elevated enzymes-no pseudocysts (had them with infection for over two years) so doctors will maybe treat the pain but refer me to pain specialist-I have no insurance and little income because I cant seem to find an employer who will allow me to be sick three days a week? I am so totally tired of this-I think the only way around this constant pain is just to give in and die. I am seriously considering that option-I am just exhausted dealing with this.