Hey i think thats a great idea to get a copy! you might be surprised what you read too. Nope not earning enough.. my gf paid my water bill because it got shut off. BLESS HER HUGE HEART! then mom paid my water this month and my electric. and IM STILL behind.. but still treading.. had three new clients this past week so thats a bonus. and if i can satisfy them i will gain from them eventually too. its just how long can one keep treading.. all will come about eventually. this weeks been kinda rough.. this sunday dad will be gone a full year.. feels like 4-5 mos maybe to me. well i guess because those first 5 mos i was soo busy moving all his things. oh well.. i have a pic of him in the hospital and my father never really ever smiled.. he always had this semi smirk. lol but I got him and told him give me a big grin dad.. guess the drugs were working because i have the ONE AND ONLY pic of my dad really smiling!! kinda sad the only time you get what you want is when its being taken away.. oh well.. I hope all is doing well with your family!!