Just got over another flare up. Probably should have gone to the hospital on Sat but being Halloween and all (and I had to pick up my daugher after a party) just toughed my way through it with my Dilaudid and Compro suppositories. To bad the Dilaudid is now gone and I can't re-up until the 15th. My great problem is that I'm still drinking, even though I know I'm killing myself. I've reached out to family but I guess that they are too busy with their lives to really pay attention or care. Isn't that something? The people that you "go-to" are too busy?? I'm going to talk to my husband tomorrow about going back to rehab. This can't go on. The problem is that he has an alcohol problem himself. Promises to support me (drink outside the home, etc.) but it just makes remaining in this same situation easier. Anyone else out there who still drinks? Any tips, ideas?