Dreams and messages.. ( and evan, thankyou ! )

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Posted by Suneye on September 05, 2008 at 08:35:20:
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..where and when I have felt I have had connection with mothers spirit lately... ( she passed away the 6th of august )

Two nights into her last 6 days without anything to drink or eat ( I slept in a bed beside hers ) I dreamed
that I saw her walk together with someone out of the door and room. She weared those clothes she used to wear and was more round in her face again. Right before disappearing out of the door she turned her head and looked at me all seriously.

I had many times spoken about, giving her inner images to hold on to...a picture she could raise up and walk into if she wanted, when she felt ready for it.
And often it was this wonderful green lawn in the evening sunlight making the landscape all golden...with flowers all over...and a table set up with all kind of delicious 'things' ..like a 'smörgåsbord' and with all her close relatives there having a great time...but also waiting for her..the main person to make entrance ..as it was/is all made for her - a celebration of her new 'birth'..
also I sang for her a swedish tune...called "My darling, you're like rose..newly sprung and all pink"

Anyhow, the same day as she choosed to go...I remember all felt so unreal..or rather surreal, I should say...like this could not be true...yet it was. Such a strange feeling.
I went home to my son and dog in the early morning...to break the news but also to feel their closeness, I needed it then. Soon after, me and my son left to go back and when we crossed a parking area just outside our house I could suddenly smell this fraguance of flowers in air...I asked my son if he felt it too; but no he didn't.
I looked around to see if there were any bushes nearby that could bring this wonderful smell of flowers. But no..they had already blossomed and now they were just plain green..no flowers to be seen. At least not nearby.
And in my heart I felt it to be a first greeting from my mother. Now she really was out on that wonderful green lawn with flowers all around. And able to send me some of all that sweet fraguance and magic too. Wow.

Another image we spoke of was the one with the rainbow....I sang "over the rainbow" for her...and spoke of that treasure to be found at the 'end' of the rainbow...a treasure, looking back meaning all those 'pearls' we've been gathering thruout our lifes..meetings, experiences, beautiful encounters and sceneries...and once there, at the 'end' of the rainbow we can see all that...and how the 'treasure' in that moment is manifestet into a beautiful, beautiful very evident treasure right before our eyes.
I had also been reading for her from the book "The alchemist" where it is spoken about this...to follow the signs and finally appearing like a treasure (in the book; just by the pyramids of Egypt)

So...just a few days after her crossing over...this amazing rainbow appeared in the sky...it was big and so beautiful and by one of its 'ends' its colours came forth so strong, the image was breathtaking...and it all descended into a fluffy, pink cloud. People stopped to watch and said; -Isn't it magical ?!
I felt mothers presens so strongly in that moment...and tears came. So there it is; your beautiful rainbow mother...bringing me a gift of how truly wonderful your, and ours, world is.
And there she appeared with that pink energy again...just like my friend (thankyou Evan!) online wrote before:

"the phrase "tickled pink" comes to mind while trying to convey your mom's energy in this situation (as if it has
some unique/special meaning in this situation). she is elated at the moment not only for being able to connect
with you, (the relationship LIVES on even if she does not have a body), but also - she loves the state she is in,
encircled by a star of light, she's so happy and full of youthful energy. only two or three times in my life have i
seen such a jubilant spirit... (and they were my own loved ones)."

I felt so humble and grateful in that moment.

And rich.

( the colour pink coming to me over and over, like to wear it in clothings too right now )

Also I went to a reading with a medium during these days...and there mother appeared by the pyramids (like in the book "the alchemist") giving me some gifts..
Isn't it amazing ..all these connections ?!

Then a few days later when I walked my dog...we went thru a little forest nearby...its on a hill with some cliffs and many big round stones from the ice age...sometimes we go round the hill, sometimes we go up the hill..this time we went up...and on the top, standing on a cliff I suddenly noticed flying dragonflies in the air...I had never seen them before this way...near water yes..and occationally elsewhere...and then maybe only a few at a time.
Now there were plenty of them! All just flying back and forth between the trees. Right where I stood it was a more open spot and I could easily see them against the blue sky.
To me it was just once more confirming one of those awesome and magical moments mother wanted to transmit to me.
-Look, this is how truly wonderful it is, my newfound life!
I bring you this gift to give you a hint. And I stood there a long time just watching them fly...it was like they where performing a dance up on that forest hill overviewing the afternoon/evening sunset. Once more I felt deeply humble and grateful to have been brought this gift.

Then, not so long ago...I had this dream. ( I had then just been spoken on the phone with my brother ( we siblings all have better and closer contact now ) and told him about how the staff at mothers elder living had seen her big palm tree shake one day while changing on her. And there was no draft in the room. The staff emmidiately thought of a possibly spirit presens in her room. Mother also spoke somewhat with her palmtree...laying there all days in her bed..the palm was her company...and sometimes she spoke with it. Even asked questions..she has written in one of her diaries, while she still could; - wonder if I will get an answer ? ( from the palmtree that is )
So there it was one day not so long before her crossing over, shaking for no seemingly reason.
I told this to my brother and said we should not be surprised if mother comes thru in one way or the other. I mean this was one of her main interests in life...a firm belief and interest in the afterlife. )

So.. to my dream. I was standing in my living room talking to my son or brother...and suddenly the 'Venetian blind' of my balcony door is pulled up ! I look out and see nothing..just the evening sky...its a bit dark outside. We stood there all surprised...how could the 'Venetian blind' be pulled up like that and noone touching it ?!? I looked back once more towards the balcony door....and then I see her...mother.
She stands there on the other side of the door, holding the string of the Venetian blind, looking thru the glass towards us. She looks like when I was a teenager..also wearing the same kind of hairstyle and cardigan she then used to wear. Then I woke up. With a happy feeling having seen mother.

And now, yestet...she came towards me...more like she used to look later on in life...she gave me a huge smile ( I had just thought of my first dream when she looked at me so seriously )..but now she came close towards me with her so sweet and lovable smile and face. She asked me to fetch my jewel case ...a wodden one painted nicely ( not that I have any jewelery really..not in that case anyhow..but I do understand the symbolic meaning ). Then I woke up again.

I absolutely feel that mother is with me. And I feel so happy knowing and sensing that.

Well..these are some of my 'close encounters' with her of late. Wanted to share them with you as well....especially as Evan gave me such a beautiful message before. *hugs to You* ..it meant so much

Bless. And thankyou.

Ps. Had some wonderful releasing days at that 3 days seminar in august I told you about before



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