Re:Dreams and messages.. ( and evan, thankyou ! )

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Posted by Suneye on September 05, 2008 at 10:11:56:
In Reply to: Re:Dreams and messages.. ( and evan, thankyou ! ) posted by VioletMaya on September 05, 2008 at 09:28:00:
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Thankyou (((( Violet )))) for your kind sentiments..and the tip of a good book, will look out for it, thankyou dear !

Yes, Ev and I spoke in a thread here awhile back...a thread of Dena's *hugs of love, sister!* :

"Holy crap, whats going on! LOL"

She wrote it the same day as mothers passing...so I thought I would let you know whats going on at least in my life, that particular day.
I didn't mind sharing it within her thread...I don't see only sadness, I see the joy in this too.

All I know is that it all takes time to digest all impressions, all experiences made...first all that has passed on before her passing, with worries and a grief of seeing her that sick...and still keeping the spirit up ( which wasn't easy at all )...then to face the fact that she has actually 'left the building'...that wasn't easy either...I still have difficulties facing that ( we tend to believe that our parents are 'supermans' and will live, in physic, forever and ever..they are easy to take for granted that way )..then comes a sadness around all memories coming forth and feelings of loss ( which is all natural of course )..then I still have to face the funeral and first after that ( a sort of closure ) you can let go and process all things one step further...yet it all takes time..I feel I approach all this with tiny steps, step by step...
The loss and grief ( and joy as well! ) goes in waves...listening to music makes me cry each time ...I find moments to just be in the now and relax and laugh too.
Its all a big mixture of impressions, emotions and releasings..
I go thru a kind of life changing birth too...that I feel clearly. MUCH is going on at the same time right now..on many levels.
I have a very interesting autumn ahead of me with interesting seminars, educational classes...all supporting my choice of living/working/interests in life. It'll be really interesting to see what comes out of it all with time...also so good to feel mothers spirit with me in all this as well.


Thanks for your care and understanding, Violet...you know so well as you've been thru the same..more than once too. We will all face it one day, so it is. But still, one is never really prepared for a moment like that.

BIG hug to you, sister.

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