"I integrated my own personal "outer" projection of your vajra, changed it into a noodle, cooked it and ate it ... yesterday, burp. today, I am clearing my past-a"
Sounds like your recent past:
"these songs are exquisite, thank you to the posting angel
as of your finger v, it has lost its erection a long time ago and I doubt that viagra will be of much help. time to dumpty your humpty"
The truth is that your pattern is always the same,...ridicule what's true, and praise all that deludes. Your fear of anything true stands out like a black woman in Montana.
No big deal,...most people avoid the present. The present is a synonym of truth, love, compassion. You are fully attached to the past,...forever attempting to clear it away.
To keep your ego-self delusions alive you must deny love. You continually cling to the separate-self you have manifested. Although the you that you truly are understands that there is no separate-self, you don't wish to see it.
I am not a teacher, nor can I point you towards truth. You are looking away from the Short Path,...you support and praise those who maintain falsity, because you want falsity. And that's OK.
However, as a person of compassion, I will continue shining light on the falsity that you believe you are.
V